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    January 21

    Life is like a roller coaster.

    Today was just like any other days...ordinary! But...knowing that i m gonna start my new architectural job in Taman Desa on thurs, it just made my heart smile. Finally i m doing something that i want. Thinking about it, its not a bad thing to start on Id. Then i know which is the path that suits me best. My work place might be small, but i know its gonna be good!

    Limkokwing friends as my colleagues..n my boss's wife is a nice person. It will be a good start! My very own law of attraction Smile
    i have to fill up some forms today in my new company n catherine was showing me some of their projects. haha..

     I have to go fix some EPF shite tomolo by myself. Socso? No idea..i will just leave it to the company to do it for me..

    My honey will be leaving to australia on the 21st of next month for a week Sad for his convocation. Aihhh i was suppose to be going with him. damn YOU limkokwing.
    N today is our 26th month together...n still counting!

    i was discussing with my bf over the phone earlier that i think i shud purchase the F1 tixs soon.. i came across the tv Ad today about some Formula one.and sepang 10th anniversary thingy going on..i think it will be pack. So hurry hurry!! need to save up.
    Double up my stinginess Tongue out

    Someone to lean on!

    At times, things doesnt go according to plan. When u chose something and it turn out to be a different thing, I feel seriously disappointed. LOST is the current mood am in, and i've never felt so lost in my entire life. No direction. No strategy, just NOTHING!

    At this moment, i just need someone to lean on to.. I just want to cry out loud. I have no idea in wat situation that i've put myself into, I know tat im graduating soon i shud be feeling happy. But i m not. WHY??!?!
    My previous boss was an asshole. But was lucky enough to get another job even before i send in my resignation letter. How do i make full use of my Positive vibes whereby i can attract more of what i want and less of what i do not want! M i even the process of getting the things that i want?!?! hmmmm *thinks*

    Mood swing is the shittest thing. I just need to have a breather. I need to leave KL. I need to stay away from these nonsense. I need to meet new people and experience new things. All these causes me to have shit time with my love ones. N i  want to apologize. Where are the colours of my life??

    To someone; If u are reading this, Please paint my life with bright colours.Make me a happier person and bring back the smile on my face.

    I don simply get mad without a reason. At times i just feel so difficult for me to express myself..n i do admit, at times i do react on little/tiny things. So ashamed of myself for being so childish at times. *shake head* stupid chiew yue stupid chiew yue Embarrassed

    My life has become so stable till mentally, i couldnt even accept the fact that i've already grown up to be a young lady. 24 years old this year..hmm.
    same goes to my relationship. Steady as the beating drums..its a good thing! Just have to think positively..cos am such an idiot at times. Oh well, everyone make mistakes..So i m now here to learn mine.

    Thanks for listening! Red rose