There's 15 more days before i can be in my honey's arms again....

n tis are the days where its difficult to pass

am sitting here after chatting with my boyfriend..wide awake lying down on the bed.

Thinking what shud our plans be when he is back in KL. Lots of stuff to be done, with limited time.

 

when i got to know tat he will be leaving back to perth on the 22nd the following month, my tears couldnt stop flowing down my face.

i had tis feeling tat is crushing against my heart feeling the pain, pain of loneliness.

 

i've been complaining n whinning to my boyfriend tat i hate waiting..i hate tat feeling so very much. but he is always there to tell me tat its worth to wait. N he is also trying to bear the hardship of being away from me. So tats the thing we had in common.

I was hoping to find a job,while waiting for him to come home..but i was told tat if i were to tell the employer that if i m only going to work for 2 and a half weeks..they will think tat am not taking tis job seriously.

so in the end, my boyfriend and i came to the conclusion whereby i will jsut stay home. Its a crap idea i knoww..but all i could do now is WAIT!

 

There is a saying that says, 'Time flies when ure having fun'

very true.

 

but then the time flies faster when ure rushing ur assignment..

all those sleepless nights..am beginning to miss it. weird? indeed.

 

I've missed 2 weeks visiting to ampang.. coincidently, the 2 weeks of wed, my bf mum seems to be very busy and occupied with activities with friends. Its  a good thing of course, tat prove she isnt tat bored after all.

 

Tat also means tat i have more time to sleep...

 

Most of my friends are away, n some of my highschool friends are having their holidays. so im taking tis initiative to organize some gathering..rather than just wait till christmas or deepavali.

yes, selfishly i think that when holiday comes..n when my bf arent around, tis is where friends becomes useful. They can cheer u up and time eventually fliessss....

bad bad patricia!!!

 

Staying at home for less than a week n i've already finish 2 seasons of desperate housewives..

comment: boring show, but it somehow teach u how to be more witty to treat ur husband.

its really sick to know how men cheat on their wives.. as i've always told my bf tat how i feel that marriage is a gamble.

 

another thing tats bothering me is how much i miss my bf lately. When u have nothing better to do, but just lie down n linger around my house..i tend to feel the emptiness in myself. Our conversation are weird these days..but he always have tis funny clown character that can cheer me up every night.

but no guarantee that i can always be happy of course..sometimes he could say the meanest thing to you, even tho he is just taking it as a joke. Its in Him.n i love the way he is.

 

My friend annie is having lots of doubts in her life..

so i hereby want to say something to her,

pls be strong n just have a little faith in yourself.

Your life will be good,

Your family will be fine one day,

Your friends will always be there for you,

so take good care of yourself.

 

i always have a shoulder for u to cry on, always have my ears to hear ur problems.

always be, always will!