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August 20 Tired..Its lunch time now and everyone in my small tiny office is out for their precious 1 hour of lunch.
Me on the other hand, rather stay in office and drink my packet soup and bread i bought from the nearest
petrol station.
Insomnia lately has been killing me, my anxiety and stress level has increased tremendously. I need help!
For some funny reason, it just started a week ago..i have no idea wat i went thru in the earlier weeks that trigger
my stupid stress level. I had to take sleeping pills to sleep. Im in deep shit now!
this morning when i was crying in front of my mum telling her that my mild depression is back, she asked me to look and take up
another course rather than architecture. I kept quiet for a while. and i ask myself, do i really want to leave all this
stupid archi for real.. or do i just need a break and start all over again??
Question No1 :- How much do i like wat im doing?
Answer- i love it
Question No2:- To wat extend of stress level could i take?
Answer - NONE. GG
Its so obvious that in this profession, stress comes in handy.. but im still so stupidly do not know how to deal with it
I had an advice from my good friend in uni, Jian suggesting tat i shud take a break and when im bored of holidays, thats
when i start working my ass again...
i think i agree with him. But where shud i go..? the longest holiday where i will want to spend, its obviously
to go london for a month at most and then come back and start working my ass off.. wat bout $$$ tats another issue!!
but i just have to wait for the right time to resign my current job. But of course, i need to have an eye on other company..
or else i will be jobless even when my holidays is over.
August 11 1st amazing weekendLets talk about the first weekend i had which falls on the 1st - 3rd August 2008.
I have always seeking for new things to play and to do. I personally cannot stick to one thing for too long except for food.
For some funny reason, I get bored with things easily and crave for better and more to adventure with.
My wingy darling read an article on the newspaper on some Proton Open day in Shah Alam. My job is to find the exact location and
address or even a map to the venue. As you know, im already so bad in geography and bad with roads, how on earth will u
think i can get some address right. eh eh eh..except for the showroom for Mitshubitsi Show room in Glenmarie.
haha..too excited over the car, and just couldnt be bothered about that stupid open day "my thought at first"
Got lost in glenmarie but never dared to tell my honey about the stupid address on the internet and bla bla bla.. finally
and obviously i got some grumble from him and then he thought that the event will be dunno where near kesas highway.
He was right! Before we even reach the main factory, i spotted lots of national flags.... arghhh he is always right!!!
But of course i kept my cool..cos i insisted that my wrong of directions is partly his fault. Kakaka..
By the way to cut the story short, it was a very good site visit. Over the years, my parents are the proton supporters
and how on earth can we not know how the car is being created, assembled, from conceptual to the ready made product.
The experiments and tests those ppl made. It was all good. We've walked from one end to another, right from a sketch paper, 3D drawings,
model made out of machines from clays, engines, aerodynamics tests, exhausts, crash tests, seats, steering, suspensions to speakers and sound systems.
We even get to peep on the Malaysian first MPV which will only be launched later.
the only thing we didnt do is to test drive those proton cars on the proton race track. it was a long queue.
We then waited for the shutter bus to drop us back to the front gate cos we were just too lazy and hot to walk.
then we headed home. We didnt go test drive the Mitshubitshi *a**e* of course, we will wait till the following week
and test it on the jln maarof road.
to be continue.... |
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